Kayla Grace Davis


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Christmas Blues

Posted by kaylagracedavis on December 19, 2013 at 1:40 PM Comments comments (0)

I can not believe this is the fifth Christmas without you. I can remember that first year like it was yesterday. I am now (or soon to be) blessed with your two sisters. A vibrant, active, strong willed two and a half year old and just a couple weeks away from delivering a new baby girl. Which should be enough, right? Why do I not feel that way? Why can I not be satisfied? Be Happy? But the truth is Christmas is about family and mine is and always will be incomplete, you will never be here wit...

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Happy Birthday

Posted by kaylagracedavis on November 25, 2012 at 7:15 AM Comments comments (0)

Three years!!!! I can hardly believe its been three years. Baby girl I've been through the photos and your tiny little clothes, how I long to hold you once more. I love you my sweet angel.


Posted by kaylagracedavis on November 18, 2012 at 9:10 PM Comments comments (0)

Baby girl I wanna spend this week before your third birthday being thankful, remembering you; although I wish more publicly, I loved seeing your picture on the screen today, every time it passed I wanted to stand up and yell thats my baby girl. I like keeping thoughts and memories of you happy and with those who can appreciate their beauty. Today I felt like people recognized us...mother and daughter....seeing you on the screen and seeing me in person and seeing the favor...you look like me.&...

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I?ll Lend You

Posted by kaylagracedavis on July 7, 2012 at 12:35 AM Comments comments (0)


by: Edgar A. Guest


I'll lend you for a little time

a child of mine, He said,

for you to love - while she lives

and mourn for when she's dead.


It may be six or seven years

or twenty-two or three,

but will you, 'till I call her back,

take care of her for Me?


She'll bring her charms to gladden you,

and should this stay be brief

you'll have her lovely memories

as solace for ...

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Lifted from another BLM's blog

Posted by kaylagracedavis on June 22, 2012 at 2:50 PM Comments comments (0)

A love note slips out of my subconscious…



My heart belongs to you. You have it without my will. You have me in true love with you. I long for the time where we’re together at last, but I’ll try to enjoy this in between. I’ll love you to my death, as I loved you to yours, and forever and ever after that.



I’ll meet you on the other side. I promise I’ll be there, but we’ll both have to ...

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Big Sis

Posted by kaylagracedavis on June 8, 2012 at 10:45 AM Comments comments (0)

So your baby sister is 1, I am still amazed that she came home to live with us, and has stayed a whole year. What an amazing personality she has, people always comment that she must have an older sibling in the house. Which hurts my heart, but she often stares at the ceiling and waves, I wonder if she is saying hi to you, I do hope you are able to have a relationship with her. Her party was a great success, everyone had a good time. How I longed to see you playing with the other 2-3 year olds...

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2 years, 2 months, 1 week

Posted by kaylagracedavis on February 3, 2012 at 10:25 AM Comments comments (0)

Is she your first? Such a simple question. Yet it still brings me so much stress, pain, and guilt. As the years pass, I am still figuring out how to fit my first daughters life and death into my life. But that question is still the hardest to answer. I never really get peace about what to say. I HATE not including her, feels like I am denying her or her existence. But there are times (more than I care to admit) that I feel myself saying yes, then hating myself for it.

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